~Intro~

Walking with a deep thuding sound a strange form moved in the distance of a ariad desert. Cactus and sagebrush skatter the otherwise empty scenery as the monsterous beast lumbers on, and a beast he certainly appears. An equine of massive size walks, his chestnut coat dappled in dark brown spots along his back. Legs and stomach hued a faint tan. His long dark brunett mane and tail whisp around him in the dry wind, his tail being that of a lions. But what would first be noticed about this creature would be his wings and face. Or rather, what covered them. Over his otherwise normal equine head he wore the skull of a deceised bull, his great jointed horn the only think holding the thing to him. His wings were batlike and black, but framed in bleached bone, and running along his back were a backbone and three ribs upon each side. His bright green eyes glared through the dark holes of his mask as he looked about his domain like a king would his kingdom. He let out a deep resounding whinny, if not for greeting, simply as a sign of dominence in this the lands he claimed as his own.

~Story~

A mare stood looking down at her newborn foal, a horrified look on her face. "Oh god what was I thinking, I can't take you home..the other's they'll..." she began, but the sound of rustling in the brush nearest her made her leap into the open again, the tiny foal tossed haphasardly over her shoulder as she galloped off.
Hours pass and now she's in lands so different from the rolling green hills she grew up in. Now she was in a desert of cactus and sagebrush. She let out a deep sigh and lay the colt down once more looking down at him sorrowfully. "I can't just leave you without milk.. I'll have to stay till you can feed...maybe if I can make sure you're not like him you "might" be able to come back with me." she replied to the foal and lay down beside him, letting him feed.

My mother hated me.... She'd never out and say it, but I knew by the way she looked at me that she hated me, hated what I ment. She always told me how my father was a demon, a beast on the lands, but when I asked her why she'd been with him, she wouldn't answer, she'd only look away and sigh, as if thinking of something she regreted...and she was, it was me. I looked like my father she said. I had his evil wings, and that if others saw them, they'd hate me to. She also said that if I wasn't like him, I could go home with her, to the green lands...but, as I never knew him, so how could I know if I was being like him? I found this out quickly.
I grew fast, faster, mother said, than I should have, and soon I almost outgrew my mother, though I was still not even a year old. One day, I was playing in the desert dunes, looking for something to do and I wandered apon an injured coyote. He was so sad and cute, I wanted to help him, but something about the smell of him, the smell of his blood made me suddenly so hungry...so terribly hungry that I couldn't control myself. I lept forward and with one last pitful yelp, I killed it and devoured it. Unfortunately for me, Mother saw me..said she'd been watching me for just such a thing. I didn't know what she ment until she reared at me. I was terrified, unsure as to why my mother was now attacking me. She drove me to the old bone yard, where the wild coyotes left their kills, and kicking at me she began to run away screaming, "DON'T YOU DARE FOLLOW ME!!!" she shreeked and I sat stunned.

I sat and thought, wandering why on earth she'd done it, and then it hit me as I stared down at my reflection and saw my face...my Father's face....that's why mom hated me, I was just like him. Bitterly, I blinked back tears as I looked around at my new surrounds, and the first thing that hit my view was a pair of horns sticking out of a pile of the same. I walked to it and pulled out the skull of a Bull. Looking at it my mind began to work. It was hollow, and about the same size as my own head. If I could punch a hole for my horn I could wear it, and mother couldn't see my face, wouldn't have to be reminded of father. I did this in a hurry and when I was finished, I looked down at my new face in the water, and liked what I saw. I ran off, hoping to find mother back at our makeshift home, but she wasn't there...she wasn't anywhere. She'd gone home to the green place...I was alone. I went back to the bone yard and added a few more to my new look and desided to remain there in the safty of the dead ones, and fought off any preditors that tried to question my place there. I was soon massive, strong and brave, but most of all...angry..bitter and hurt. And it seems my fathers curse drives deeper than I could have ever imagined....I have hunger, hunger I can't control. I become an animal, a beast bent on blood and flesh. I want so bad to stop, to be normal, but it seems this is my fate. My mother had hated me, and wherever she was, she was hateing me still and someday I would find her, and get my revenge on her for leaving me to die, even if she had seen the darkest side of me....And so I wander still in my desert kingdom where I am ruler, wandering in search of a purpose, for I am the stallion with the demons face....

~Friends~

Logan: She's strange...a very blunt mare who speaks her mind...that alone would be interesting, but to top it off, she's a walking ragdoll! She came to my land, seeking solice and perhaps a home, offering a truse in exchange. I suppose it doesn't matter who lives in my lands...So she can stay for as long as she sees fit. I doesn't mean anything to me.

~Stats~

Name :Rider
Nick Name:None
Personality:Dark, Hesitant, Lost, Easily Angered, Outcast.
Age:I don't care
Parents:My father was a demon, and my mother a hore who left me to die...
Mate:None
Origon:The deserts
Current Standings:My Bone Yard

Body Color:Chestnut brown with tan socks and stomach, and dark brown spot along back
Mane:Dark brown
Eyes:Bright Cactus Green
Horn/Hooves:Horn jointed, all dark gray
Wings:Black bat wings with bones as the frame
Extas:A bulls skull over my face, and back bone and three ribs along back.

~Lyrics~

I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2)

I can't escape myself
So many times I've lied
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this cell

This Animal x's 7

So what if you can see
The darkest side of me
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe, It's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

This animal I have become.